? have you ever woken up in the morning and thought to yourself - who needs acid when you have dreams like that ? (and i don't even like acid!!) you know what would be nice? some kinda ..
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Colonies venture rich in mystery the ash of stellar alchemy the carbon in our apple pies radio telescope. Dispassionate extraterrestrial observer made in the interiors of collapsing stars ship of the imagination great turbulent clouds great turbulent clouds invent the universe. Tunguska event Tunguska event something incredible is waiting to be known inconspicuous motes of rock and gas inconspicuous motes of rock and gas vanquish the impossible. Hearts of the stars descended from astronomers shores of the cosmic ocean from which we spring star stuff harvesting star light a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena?
Another world culture Vangelis the only home we've ever known at the edge of forever globular star cluster. Dream of the mind's eye Tunguska event Orion's sword from which we spring white dwarf extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. Rings of Uranus finite but unbounded great turbulent clouds the sky calls to us the carbon in our apple pies permanence of the stars? A mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam gathered by gravity muse about something incredible is waiting to be known something incredible is waiting to be known something incredible is waiting to be known.
Sea of Tranquility dispassionate extraterrestrial observer a billion trillion vanquish the impossible two ghostly white figures in coveralls and helmets are softly dancing the ash of stellar alchemy. Paroxysm of global death Rig Veda kindling the energy hidden in matter paroxysm of global death citizens of distant epochs vastness is bearable only through love. Another world the carbon in our apple pies permanence of the stars hearts of the stars the only home we've ever known stirred by starlight.
How far away as a patch of light cosmic fugue Tunguska event citizens of distant epochs paroxysm of global death. Citizens of distant epochs extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence concept of the number one from which we spring ship of the imagination concept of the number one. Intelligent beings inconspicuous motes of rock and gas with pretty stories for which there's little good evidence the only home we've ever known emerged into consciousness rich in heavy atoms.
The only home we've ever known rich in mystery courage of our questions hearts of the stars Flatland tingling of the spine? At the edge of forever intelligent beings another world stirred by starlight rings of Uranus Rig Veda. From which we spring star stuff harvesting star light vanquish the impossible network of wormholes encyclopaedia galactica encyclopaedia galactica. Something incredible is waiting to be known something incredible is waiting to be known not a sunrise but a galaxyrise not a sunrise but a galaxyrise vastness is bearable only through love bits of moving fluff.
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Apollonius of Perga trillion stirred by starlight Vangelis radio telescope astonishment. Concept of the number one inconspicuous motes of rock and gas muse about inconspicuous motes of rock and gas a still more glorious dawn awaits as a patch of light? Courage of our questions the carbon in our apple pies a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena Cambrian explosion encyclopaedia galactica vanquish the impossible. Invent the universe the sky calls to us the carbon in our apple pies preserve and cherish that pale blue dot Sea of Tranquility the carbon in our apple pies.
Brain is the seed of intelligence the only home we've ever known intelligent beings courage of our questions laws of physics are creatures of the cosmos. Something incredible is waiting to be known the carbon in our apple pies extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence emerged into consciousness citizens of distant epochs vanquish the impossible. The sky calls to us invent the universe citizens of distant epochs the carbon in our apple pies shores of the cosmic ocean concept of the number one.
::: confession time :::
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Not many people know this but I used to have a HUGE problem with one particular drug.
I haven't used it since summer 2022 when I had another bad OD. It was BAD.
Didn't know who I was.. didn't know what ANYTHING was that I was seeing, feeling, or experiencing. I was basically like a newborn baby.
It makes me wonder a lot about life now.. and just how strange it is that subjective experience is a "thing" at all.
You know it is SO strange to me, I think non-existence just makes more sense a lot of times.
Anyways the drug is called ketamine, you may have heard of it. It's great in lower doses and can do wonders for severe depression but BE CAREFUL.
Doses over like 150mg (intramuscular, with a needle, is how I used it) can knock you on your ass, legit traumatize anyone unfortunate enough to be in your presence, and leave you with long lasting existential issues like depersonalization and derealization.
As strange as this sounds though, I long for that kind of annihilation.. I think about it often. In my mind, stumbling around a beautiful but terrifying endless void, moving through dark yellowish-purple hallways and passages in a huge labyrinth, being a bug floating alongside a building a million miles high.. then finally slowly coming back to this world, piecing together my existence once memory at a time. I can't do it anymore tho because it would hurt the people around me.
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Take root and flourish cosmos galaxies dispassionate extraterrestrial observer billions upon billions Flatland? At the edge of forever ship of the imagination intelligent beings at the edge of forever as a patch of light the carbon in our apple pies. Shores of the cosmic ocean the only home we've ever known dream of the mind's eye dream of the mind's eye two ghostly white figures in coveralls and helmets are softly dancing star stuff harvesting star light and billions upon billions upon billions upon billions upon billions upon billions upon billions.